10/12/08

A few days, i can’t sleep. At 11pm, i sleep and about 5.30am, automatic wake up.. maybe my dad is wake up , the alarm will ring and disturb me already or my memory is always like that to think about my study. My auntie said me dun think about it, forgot it... she give me a example for her daughter. before, she was fresh graduated n work in Intel.she went to england to take the project. then she was stress n then saw the psychology doctor. but she dun ate the medicine just tide up herself. then, she won work in Intel anymore because of stress. so, aunties told me left it go but i automatic just think. I dun know lah, maybe when the exam is finish already, then i will slowly forget it. i have to work if not i will be breakdown. Today, i haven’t go to the office to learn the account ,just take a nap but can’t sleep... my memory will be display the mind , think about study.. is it got a medicine to remove the thinking? i have forget a certain part and then throw in the recycle bin. This is my stew in one's own juice. I have afford the decision, dun force to it. i have to take a rest to continue my life. I want to sleep totally more...